escapethecomfortzone asked: sorry i took awhile to message you back! but thank you soo much you are beautiful if ever need anything ill be there for you to you really are an amazing person<3
You said all the wrong things! “watch we’re going to end up doing stuff together, I’m going to be your first time for everything.” It’s not like I have actual feelings for a player like you nor will I ever, but if you’re trying to see actual emotions from me, you’re going to have to put some work into it. xx
There I go again. pushing people away. I hope I did the right thing. I hope I can change and be a better person. I don’t know, I thought that sending that message might make me feel better but I still feel horrible. Everything is crumbling.