i hate sebastian.
when i say im dissapointed im adressing a few.
yeah im worried im losing. it all im being pushed away by people i never tought i would be pushed away by. the only one i’ve ever cried over and now im losing. I wish i could be like my dad and have no feelings at all. I cant fucking wait to leave this motherfucking hole and make new friends and meet new people i need that new start. I used to live beside your words you know the ones that i...